Frienship /amitie -- A social necessity
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Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 10:28:58
| Dire merci | Bonjour a tous, some of you know me already, most of you don't. So just for reference of all, I am PhD student in Toulouse and as you might have guessed, I don't speak good enough french (my fault totally, and I accept it. My apologies for this to all). What makes me write this post is quite unusual, specially for me. But as they say that "desperate times demand desperate measures", I don't have any other choice. This forum is the only place I know. We are called social animals as human beings, and the very reason for this is that we can't survive in isolation, specially when you are going through difficult period of your life. we need moral support and courage, we need a shoulder to cry, we need someone to talk to. In short, we all need friends. So, thats the purpose of this post. I have lost my only friend in harsh realities of life, somehow I had to leave my only friend! life without that friend is nothing short of hell. In my efforts to survive and fight this crisis, I am writing this post to see if there are people in Toulouse which I can see sometime, to whom I can talk or go out once in a while. I don't feel comfortable talking about myself but all I can say is I am easy going person so will not be a trouble for most of you. I don't own a horse but I know a little bit horse riding thanks to someone on this forum, who taught me. I like photography and so I can take pictures of your horses etc, for free off course. sorry for a long post but you can guess how miserable I am that I had to do all this. I wish you all the very best and pray that you never lose your friends. Friends are like good health, you only realize its importance once you lose it. so please take good care of your friends! (disclaimer: if someone thinks my post should not be here, please let me know and I will delete it) |
Par Fantômette : le 19/02/11 à 18:16:40
| Dire merci | Hi Peg !! I'm feeling so sad for you  i'm not around Toulouse anymore but i'm on the forum if you need anything ! I hope one day you're gonna be able to be with the person you love again somehow!  |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 18:22:46
| Dire merci | Fantômette hi, hope you find and enjoying your stay in UK. thanks indeed for encouragement and confirming that hope is the only torch which can lead me out of this darkness. I don't know how and when it will happen, but i would trust your and mine hopes. thanks again and i wish u all the best too |
Par sucre33 : le 19/02/11 à 19:35:27
| Dire merci | You would not be became (i'm note sure of the conjugation !) a poet you ??  Really, I think you write well, so well that I have sometimes some difficulties to understand  I hope you'll arrive soon to think about other things from time to time |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 19:44:49
| Dire merci | sucre if you have difficulty to understand it means i am not a good writer. A good writer should be able to convey his/her feelings in such a way that everyone understands. (for the conjugation: you wouldn't become a poet, would you?) thanks a lot for being there. |
Par sucre33 : le 19/02/11 à 19:57:39
| Dire merci | No, I wanted to say that you use words I don't know in english. That's all. And depite this, I understand you very well  It is a pleasure if you want to talk. |
Par sowerealittlecrazy : le 19/02/11 à 20:21:43
  Déconnecté | peg i totally agree with what you responded to me this afternoon. This is so damn true... |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 21:10:20
| Dire merci | sucre thanks  sowerealittlecrazy yes its harsh reality of life... unfortunately there is no remedy to this, unless perhaps if you can change a heart... still I am not sure if feelings will subdue? |
Par sowerealittlecrazy : le 19/02/11 à 21:12:59
| Déconnecté | im' not sure either to be honest |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 21:21:08
| Dire merci | i am missing her so much...  why i feel all the time that she will be here anytime and make me smile? why is it so that sometime we can't understand the obvious? why our brain rejects the obvious reality? I would love to have her in any capacity... i know asking her as my love is asking for the moon, but cant it be that i still get to see her as my friend? as an outsider? everyone can see her, talk to her except me while its me who needs her the most! such a justice of love! just seeing her is enough for me to survive but i guess its not my fate that i see her again... |
Par sowerealittlecrazy : le 19/02/11 à 21:28:47
| Déconnecté | peg give it time, i know it doesn"t mean anything right now, i'm sure you tried to find every possibility to be with her, it is unfair, you're right and you both shouldn't live that. people here who know about you too feel very sad and we still hope you 'll find a way to be together again somehow. All i can say, is that i support you, i understand your affliction, think it is unfair and i'm angry to read such pain and distress. hold on peg, don't give up on yourself, on her, on life and on your god |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 22:19:33
| Dire merci | ... |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 22:24:52
| Dire merci | not long ago, (last week to be precise) I was wondering what to chose between friendship and love... and i wrote her something: "would I be able to accept you as a friend? or posses your kisses that never end? combat the world that keeps us apart? or let my soul love you with all my heart? be a torment witness of your life from afar? or treasure the splendor that you are?" and I was not even imagining that none of it is in my fate in a very near future |
Par sheytana : le 19/02/11 à 23:04:10
| Dire merci | and I was not even imagining that none of it is in my fate in a very near future -----> You are so silly if you think so... It's not because you don't see stg that it doesn't exist... You don't see the air while it is all around you, it makes you live, breathe, it goes in each part of your body... Sometime, things need to be hidden to survive... Message édité le 19/02/11 à 23:05 |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 23:10:26
| Dire merci | sheyt u???? i cant believe its u... |
Par Baxesme : le 19/02/11 à 23:15:22
| Dire merci | hi ! |
Par sheytana : le 19/02/11 à 23:18:44
| Dire merci | Yes it's me... But I won't stay... You know that it's not that I don't want to talk to you.... I have no other choice... And you know it. I'm happy if you find help here, and I encourage you to continue, I wish you all the best because you desearve it... But read things stupid meaning as if I'm not your friend anymore, it's just more than what I can handle... I'm sorry I won't come to spoil your topic anymore... You already know everything, and I love you, there is nothing else more to say... Now, I want that we both survive, and that we don't put ourself in even more shit...I guess you have suffer enougth... If saving you cost me not to see you for a while, I'll do the sacrifice... A day you will understand I hope so... Wish you all the best... Bye... |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 23:19:49
| Dire merci | i hope u r fine and ready for the TRUC tomorrow, i just read you have already put horse there, good work and good luck. Yes i know what you are saying but i was not meaning this.. no one can ever take ur thoughts from me, not even perhaps my death... you will stay in my heart, in my thoughts forver! you are always with me in my heart. what I was saying was referring to be with you like anyone else. if others can see u, talk to u, pass by u then why not me? why you have been declared a forbidden fruit for me? i don't even ask for something more... all I demand is anonymity! |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 23:29:00
| Dire merci | sheyt ... God bless you! thanks for coming, though i never meant what you are assuming but still i m sorry to hurt u. thanks for everything, your love, your care, your friendship, your prayers. I have no complains about you. dont take me wrong, i dont blame u at all... anyhow i will let it go. wish you all the best, and you are always welcome on this topic, u dont spoil it rather you adorn it. may Allah bless you with pleasure and happiness always, ameen |
Par PEGASOS : le 19/02/11 à 23:45:45
| Dire merci | Baxesme hi too... |
Par siriusnat : le 20/02/11 à 00:19:55
| Dire merci | Peg : pm ! |
Par sucre33 : le 20/02/11 à 19:04:04
| Dire merci | Hi How was your day today ? I hope you are a little better PM if you want Message édité le 20/02/11 à 19:05 |
Par siriusnat : le 21/02/11 à 01:15:15
| Dire merci | Hey , give us some news ( i'm worried ! ) ! |
Par sowerealittlecrazy : le 21/02/11 à 07:13:48
| Déconnecté | hi Peg, how are you? hope you feel a little better cheers |
Par sheytana : le 23/02/11 à 07:50:48
| Dire merci | Je remonte le post car j'espère qu'il reviendra ici... Il a énormément besoin de soutient, même ceux qui ne comprennent pas l'anglais, après tout les discours n'ont aucune importance, la souffrance est universelle... Courage Peg Une personne comme toi ne peut pas baisser les bras, ne peut pas se laisser mourir, c'est pas possible! Il manque de gens comme toi sur Terre, alors pitié, pas encore une en moins Je t'aime, alors bats-toi! |
Par sucre33 : le 23/02/11 à 09:11:05
Par channelle : le 23/02/11 à 09:46:53
| Dire merci | Hi Peg! I don't speak english well, but I bring you all my support and courage! |
Par PEGASOS : le 23/02/11 à 10:43:10
| Dire merci | if i ask do you believe in miracles? then perhaps an atheist will just laugh on my silliness (my question has nothing to do with religion and I am sorry if I offend anyone) but most of us will agree that yes one a while they do happen to experience some unsolved mysteries in their life which our reasoning can't explain! I have seen miracles in my life: it was not short of a miracle to find my love, it was not short of a miracle to actually see my love loving me the way she did knowing her liking and disliking. But along side miracles of life we are also tested with tragedies and sufferings of life. And when sufferings get beyond what we can bear as human beings, there comes the time for a miracle! Thats how complex life is, running in a circle we face everything: happiness as well as sadness, joys with sorrows! last few days were not less than a hell to be true, going through torment every moment, when living is worse than a death perhaps, when something haunts you everywhere yo go, everything do, when its next to impossible to get rid of something which hurts you to the core of your soul... it was an indication that a miracle is going to happen, and a miracle did happen! Amidst my suffering and pain, in the darkness of unconsciousness I saw some light piercing through the thick darkness and making its way all down to me! it was this light which showed me the way back to consciousness, it was this light that brought me back to life if i was already dead! perhaps someone still needs me or perhaps my duties are not yet finished here in this world! I am really thankful to the light whom I found waiting for me to get up from my unconsciousness to talk to her! thanks my miracle! thanks a bundle! Message édité le 23/02/11 à 10:44 |
Par PEGASOS : le 23/02/11 à 10:38:59
| Dire merci | instead of naming you people one by one, i would just say that thanks all of you, who said something here or in PM to support me, and to those too who feel my pain but can't say a word due to any reason. I thank all of you and I am sorry I was not here due to some unavoidable issues, I am trying to get over them and with help of all of you I hope a day I will succeed in my untiring efforts. may Allah bless you all for you act of kindness; and keep u happy and safe always. Ameen |
Par sheytana : le 23/02/11 à 10:45:45
| Dire merci | And my last wish on this topic : The same in french?  |
Par Ouassou : le 23/02/11 à 10:47:43
| Dire merci | I don't speak english well either now, I lost my english in fact, it's the age probably, but reverso is my friend and is going to help me  So, I want all the same to send you my virtual support at these difficult moments Regrettably I can't make any more because I am far from you, I am in Bordeaux But I hope that the best is going to come, quickly !!! Courage |
Par aline13 : le 23/02/11 à 10:52:59
| Déconnecté | peg...Comme tu le sais, je ne parle ni n'écris l'anglais...mais je le lis un peu et tant de souffrance, tant de peine...ça me fend le coeur de retrouver ici l'écho de la souffrance que j'ai pu voir par ailleurs... courage, bats toi, la vie est belle et un jour, oui un jour, ton coeur ira mieux, j'en suis sûre...  |
Par PEGASOS : le 23/02/11 à 11:13:39
| Dire merci | I will not fullfil your last wish so that you don't leave and stay forever Ouassou thanks indeed, I do appreciate your concern and I hope with time my heart will get used to it. and my mind will be able to forget something badly need to erase from my memory! thanks once again aline13 la vie est belle, sans doute mais quand vous perdez votre chose le plus précieux, les souffrances de cette perte éclipse beauté du reste du monde. |
Par sucre33 : le 23/02/11 à 11:22:26
| Dire merci | I'm really glad and relieved you are OK. And moreover seeing you want to fight and to move forward. I don't know if miracles exists, I have never experienced. But I want to believe in them And if a light or everything else made you come back here in the world, I'm totally ok with that ! |
Par aline13 : le 23/02/11 à 11:29:17
| Déconnecté | peg : je ne le sais que trop hélas.... mais tu n'es pas seul.. ô non, tu n'es pas seul, nous sommes tous là pour toi, pour t'aider à avancer et à aller de l'avant... et un jour tu verras que j'avais raison et que la vie est belle |
Par PEGASOS : le 23/02/11 à 11:38:10
| Dire merci | sucre thanks I hope your day is going well. and sooner or later you will see a miracle and I just pray that in your circle of life there is no suffering. aline13 merci bcp |
Par aline13 : le 23/02/11 à 11:39:58
| Déconnecté | you're welcome |
Par tianma : le 23/02/11 à 11:40:00
| Dire merci | Hi Peg, I just know a little about you and Sheyt... and I hope your story won't end like this. You have all my support as I know how difficult it is sometimes to be an expatriated, alone in a foreign country. I spent many years abroad, in Latine America (that's why I speak a good spanish and portugese but an awful english! ), from one country to an another during my PHD. It has been wonderful time of discoveries (people, culture, etc.) but has inclued some very sad moments.As a foreigner, as an alien  , I encoutered so wonderful friends who helped me so much, that I MUST do now the same for any expatriated in France. So feel absolutly free to contact me by MP. |
Par Ouassou : le 23/02/11 à 11:43:52
| Dire merci | It's difficult to believe that we shall see one day the end of the tunnel when we suffer so much of you suffer (that you both suffer) today, but keep hope despite all, this day will come ! I know for what a point it's difficult, but you are going to arrive there ! As Aline say : Believe in you, believe in the life ! |
Par Maevan : le 23/02/11 à 12:04:03
| Dire merci | Hello. I just know you through Sheytana's topics, but I would like to wish you better days. Even if I can't do anything, as I live far from Toulouse, and as I don't know anyone there. Someday, you'll see the sun through the cloud... You seem to be a very nice person, there's so much need on earth for nice persons, to live and to work for a nicer world. It sounds like I've seen too much Hollywood movies, but I believe it in my soul. I wish you good luck, and I know you will make your way through pain and suffering to more peaceful days. Please forgive my english, I didn't use it for a while |
Par PEGASOS : le 23/02/11 à 12:40:25
| Dire merci | tianma thanks for dropping by and supporting me. The problem is not only the exile here in france, though may be back in home country with family I could have been better. But at present my main problem is that I still can't accept the reality... hope a day i will succeed. Ouassou and Maevan as they say when you are passing through a difficult time, each moment seems like an entirety but once you succeed in passing through it, then you see that it was just a unfortunate past! |
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